My old time

yesterday i serve my old blog album
and all i gt is this pic
all the pic inside d album remind me alot of memory
awhh~
i miss that time..
i cant stop laughing whn i viewing those pic
i dunno y i wil take those pic
but its ok
everyone gt pass :)

keeping all those pic as memory
whn you view back u wil noe how innocent you r last time
i <3 my old time>

Confuse

Im confuse now
my mum dun accept him
again
found out by my mum
arghh
again again n again
d problems come to me again
i really hate it
i really hope my mum can accept it
but til d end
the result stil d same
wn d day wil reach?
im stil waiting for it..
*pray*
i had been thinking wan to giv up
nt to continue ad
but whn i think bout his feeling
i pull it back
i dun wn to hurt him again
i dun wan d same things happen twice
but whn im protecting our relationship
im having lot of pressure from my family
i hav to b careful of it
im hurting my mum
ah~~
help me
i wan to b a good gal for my mum
i dun wan to make her feel dissapointed wit me
but now
wad i do is dissapointing her
should i continue or giv up
im stil considering
i hate myself for cant hav a strong situation/ decision
i hate myself for how i behave
i hate myself for everything

暖暖
都可以随便的
你说的我都愿意去
小火车摆动的旋律
都可以是真的
你说的我都会相信
因为我完全信任你
细腻的喜欢
毛毯般的厚重感
晒过太阳熟悉的安全感
分享热汤
我们两支汤匙一个碗
左心房暖暖的好饱满
我想说其实你很好
你自己却不知道
真心的对我好
不要求回报
爱一个人希望他过更好
打从心里暖暖的
你比自己更重要
都可以随便的
你说的我都愿意去
回忆里满足的旋律
都可以是真的
你说的我都会相信
因为我完全信任你
细腻的喜欢
你手掌的厚实感
什么困难都觉得有希望
我哼着歌
你自然的就接下一段
我知道暖暖就在胸膛
我想说其实你很好
你自己却不知道
真心的对我好
不要求回报
爱一个人希望他过更好
打从心里暖暖的
你比自己更重要
我想说其实你很好
你自己却不知道
从来都很低调
自信心不高
爱一个人希望他过更好
打从心里暖暖的
你比自己更重要
我想说其实你很好
你自己却不知道
真心的对我好
不要求回报
爱一个人希望他过更好
打从心里暖暖的
你比自己更要

I WANNA GO TO MYSTUDIOC !!

Should or shouldn't

can anyone just tel
i should put down or shouldn't
i really dunno i should or nt
whn i heard that u got so many admires now
i decide to giv up
but thn
u r d one callin nt to..
by the way
r u really telling me nt to ??
i really dunno
im so suffer bout it
i cant do anything
im d one who cause this kind of things happen
argghh
u..
no more finding me
no more looking at me
no more talking to me
awh..
its making me frustrated every single time i met u
my mind wil recall me
how v use to b
wad i can do whn i missing u badly
IM MISSING U BADLY NOW!!
i had been thinking couple back (but at last wil it still same?)
findin u? (im nt brave enough.. i dun wan let u or other that noe look down at me..)
talk to u whn i saw u
but i cant
i really duno wad to talk to u
everytime whn i met u
i try to smile wit u
but u r not looking at me T.T
gosh



I have to learn how to cope this n let everythin go