Should or shouldn't

can anyone just tel
i should put down or shouldn't
i really dunno i should or nt
whn i heard that u got so many admires now
i decide to giv up
but thn
u r d one callin nt to..
by the way
r u really telling me nt to ??
i really dunno
im so suffer bout it
i cant do anything
im d one who cause this kind of things happen
argghh
u..
no more finding me
no more looking at me
no more talking to me
awh..
its making me frustrated every single time i met u
my mind wil recall me
how v use to b
wad i can do whn i missing u badly
IM MISSING U BADLY NOW!!
i had been thinking couple back (but at last wil it still same?)
findin u? (im nt brave enough.. i dun wan let u or other that noe look down at me..)
talk to u whn i saw u
but i cant
i really duno wad to talk to u
everytime whn i met u
i try to smile wit u
but u r not looking at me T.T
gosh



I have to learn how to cope this n let everythin go