yesterday i serve my old blog album
and all i gt is this pic
all the pic inside d album remind me alot of memory
awhh~
i miss that time..
i cant stop laughing whn i viewing those pic
i dunno y i wil take those pic
but its ok
everyone gt pass :)
keeping all those pic as memory
whn you view back u wil noe how innocent you r last time
i <3 my old time>
Im confuse now my mum dun accept him again found out by my mum arghh again again n again d problems come to me again i really hate it i really hope my mum can accept it but til d end the result stil d same wn d day wil reach? im stil waiting for it.. *pray* i had been thinking wan to giv up nt to continue ad but whn i think bout his feeling i pull it back i dun wn to hurt him again i dun wan d same things happen twice but whn im protecting our relationship im having lot of pressure from my family i hav to b careful of it im hurting my mum ah~~ help me i wan to b a good gal for my mum i dun wan to make her feel dissapointed wit me but now wad i do is dissapointing her should i continue or giv up im stil considering i hate myself for cant hav a strong situation/ decision i hate myself for how i behave i hate myself for everything
can anyone just tel i should put down or shouldn't i really dunno i should or nt whn i heard that u got so many admires now i decide to giv up but thn u r d one callin nt to.. by the way r u really telling me nt to ?? i really dunno im so suffer bout it i cant do anything im d one who cause this kind of things happen argghh u.. no more finding me no more looking at me no more talking to me awh.. its making me frustrated every single time i met u my mind wil recall me how v use to b wad i can do whn i missing u badly IM MISSING U BADLY NOW!! i had been thinking couple back (but at last wil it still same?) findin u? (im nt brave enough.. i dun wan let u or other that noe look down at me..) talk to u whn i saw u but i cant i really duno wad to talk to u everytime whn i met u i try to smile wit u but u r not looking at me T.T gosh
I have to learn how to cope this n let everythin go
