Should or shouldn't

can anyone just tel
i should put down or shouldn't
i really dunno i should or nt
whn i heard that u got so many admires now
i decide to giv up
but thn
u r d one callin nt to..
by the way
r u really telling me nt to ??
i really dunno
im so suffer bout it
i cant do anything
im d one who cause this kind of things happen
argghh
u..
no more finding me
no more looking at me
no more talking to me
awh..
its making me frustrated every single time i met u
my mind wil recall me
how v use to b
wad i can do whn i missing u badly
IM MISSING U BADLY NOW!!
i had been thinking couple back (but at last wil it still same?)
findin u? (im nt brave enough.. i dun wan let u or other that noe look down at me..)
talk to u whn i saw u
but i cant
i really duno wad to talk to u
everytime whn i met u
i try to smile wit u
but u r not looking at me T.T
gosh



I have to learn how to cope this n let everythin go

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DONT SMOKE

WHN U SMOKE U R KILLING URSELF!!

Swimming

2day i bring my bro n sis to swimming pool to learn how to swim
while waiting thm swimming
i thinking bout d scene that i swim last time
since im 6 yrs old
my parents send me to learn how 2 swim
until im form 4
i start to trainning
that time i use to swim at this swimming pool
every night after school i wil meet at this swimming pool wit my bro
that time v train for competition
cauz v represent kedah
wo~
some kind of proud
but its old story ad
haha
now
aduh
bone also cant bend ad
stamina also gone
haha
cant swim lik last time ad
i <3 to swim
hehe
thats y my shoulder is so wide
now
i wan to swim
but i scare that become dark
so i dare nt to swim
hehe
but
just nw while waiting for my bro n sis
i feel lik jumping into d pool
haha..

Shut ur mouth up

Friend
stop talking bout my bad things ad
its enough
i din do anythings that betray u
stop sepreading all those crap behind me
i keep quiet doesnt mean that i dunno anything
i got my own friend
i gt my own life style
i gt my own way
i dun care wad u goin talk bad about me somemore
if u stil feel that not enough
u can just go ahead
just becauz of u dun lik d person thn i cant b fren wit him?
save it up
who im fren wit there's nth related wit u
i hate ur mouth
from d starting i noe u
i noe that your mouth is lik this
so i dun care
but now
i treat u as my fren
u talking bad bout me
i dun mind
cauz i noe ur mouth is lik tat
but thn now u r getting more n more over ad
Can u just shut ur big mouth up
asshole!!
if u r that kind of person
doesnt mean that everyone wil b lik you
i wont b so cheap!!
Im not YOU!!!

No Regretting

曲名：泪海 歌手：许茹芸

爱已不能动 还有什麽值得我心痛

想你的天空 下起雨来

没人心疼的黑夜

脸颊两行咸咸的泪水是你 哦是你

让我望穿泪水 肝肠寸断

你怎麽舍得让我的泪流向海

付出的感情永远 找不回来

你怎麽舍得让我的爱流向海

伤心的往事一幕幕就像潮水

将我淹埋

闭上了双眼 还看见和你的缠绵

眼角的泪水 洗不去心中

一遍一遍的誓言

i keep repeating this song for d whole day

i lik this song so much

this song sing out my actuall feeling now

before that

whn he stil try to save our relationship

im d one who keep on rejct him

wathy told me

surely one day i wil regret

now i totally regreted

after broke up

everything i c remind me of him

for outsider

mayb they feel lik im ok ad (i dun care wad u all talk bout me)

but who really noe wad i feel

i never say out wad i feel

but for those who really close wit me

i think thy wil noe wad im thinking

whn wathy tel me

he's into other ppl ad

that time i just keep quiet

i din say out anything

its hurt

he's nt wit me anymore

i dunno wad happen wit me

mayb i cant afford the feeling of lose or wad

i dunno

by the way

i noe i can cope it

This is wad i choose

this is wad i wan

i cant complain

i cant say anything

just becauz im d one who reject him n hurt him

But

if again u wan me to choose

i think

i also wont turn back

y??

i think becauz i gt no such confidence ad

i m stubborn

hehe

I noe im goin to be fine

i hav 2 move on

xD

Insomnia for 3 days ad

I ad insomnia for 3 days ad
dunno wad happen wit e this few days
i really cant sleep well
last night went out wit elspeth to coffee island
v on9, chit-chatting, eating
by d half way
bee hui, bin quan, wei siang ( all my classmate) join in
hmm
we talk lots of craps
at night i really cant sleep
i fall a sleep about 12 smth or 1 (i duno)
thn at 4.23AM tat stupid wei siang message me n wake me up
"goog morning its time to wake up"
just becauz of this stupid message make me cant sleep back after i wake up
its killing me
i dunno wad 2 do after i wake up
keep on turning on my bed
bout 7 recieve a message from cyang
he is at penang 2day cauz he has 2 fetch his parents to airport for his bro convo
v meet up at 8 .30 am
thn hav breakfast at KFC
d chicken porridge NT NICE AT ALL!!! (no next time for u)
after tat cyang follow me to college
i register a computer for him 2 spwnt his time
after my class
i meet him, dada n ming at foyer
thn v watch poker king ( quite funny)
n sushi king as lunch
i meet kenny and d gang there
bee hui n bin quan (at there kap lui again)
hehe
after movie v go 'JI LE SHI' there buy "CHEN CHEN SHAO BING" (cyang k mum wan it)
haha


hmm
long time din meet ad
v stil teasing each other (means cyang ming dada)
hmm
nt bad wad
our comunnicate style still there..
hahah

Dedicate to my Babe

2day i accidentally go n open elspeth facebook

manatau let me c smth tat really surprising me

she's in a relationship

at 1st i m so angy tat she din even tel me

cauz last night v stil 2gether

she's so bad..

dun even share this kind of happiness wit me..haiyo..

i straight message her n scold her

but whn im scolding her

i keep on giggling in d room
lik an idiot

hahaha..

y i also duno

my brain full with " my babe is in a relationship"

haha
im so excited to noe this

although she's nt the one wo tel me (disappointed)

after that hav 2 check d guy profile

to noe who is that (hav 2 meet 'parents' wan)

after checking..

hmm nt bad seems lik love my babe alot..

so babe u just go ahead

n BRIAN LAU u dun even dare 2 bully my babe

babe if he bully u remember tel me

n whn getting married must tel me..

i wan b d bridesmaid..

hahaha

Finally my babe grow up ad..

now she found her mr right somemore

remembered last time stil heard "someone" said that she wan b oold virgin forever

now

i dun think so ad..

haha

listen to babe talk bout their story

i can feel d sweet-ness, shy-ness and the love through her

hehehe

this making me ENVY

haha

Anyway babe this is ur first..

i also hope that this is d last one for u