Im confuse now
my mum dun accept him
again
found out by my mum
arghh
again again n again
d problems come to me again
i really hate it
i really hope my mum can accept it
but til d end
the result stil d same
wn d day wil reach?
im stil waiting for it..
*pray*
i had been thinking wan to giv up
nt to continue ad
but whn i think bout his feeling
i pull it back
i dun wn to hurt him again
i dun wan d same things happen twice
but whn im protecting our relationship
im having lot of pressure from my family
i hav to b careful of it
im hurting my mum
ah~~
help me
i wan to b a good gal for my mum
i dun wan to make her feel dissapointed wit me
but now
wad i do is dissapointing her
should i continue or giv up
im stil considering
i hate myself for cant hav a strong situation/ decision
i hate myself for how i behave
i hate myself for everything
A Graceful Afternoon in Kyoto City
4 weeks ago
3 comments:
Girl, as you know. you're growing up. Not that she is your MOM and she have the rights to control everything. It depend on how you feel sometimes. You feel sorry to your mom, but your mom thought that this guy might affect your future. What you need to do is continue this relationship and get a good result prove to your mom. Any relationship will definitely have their own matter, putting the effort as much as you can to change you life baby . Pressure is just a normal circulation of our life which make us stronger.
I know you but you don't know me, so never mind ^^ (stumbled upon your blog haha)
Anyway, all you can do now is be strong I guess. Like peechgal said, show to your mum and make her realise that you have already grown up, and able to handle "life".
And I know you won't give up so easily but, be strong and have faith in yourself. :D
That is why I personally think that life is interesting, with its ups and downs. =P
~Cheers~
huh so who r u ni?
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